Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Morning life/ other life

So, every morning its the same thing.

Wake up at roughly 5:45 , but not really, more like lay there for like 15 minutes (if not longer)
then get up, sit on the floor or on the couch in the living room for 30 minz
get yelled at, stand up , oh the pain..., get yelled at more, goes to bath room, does hair and stuff and stuff
go back to room, sit down to take a breather because of this damned ribcage of mine,
get yelled at more to hurry up and finish getting ready, get anxietied about the day before me, freak out, get yelled at, get yelled at more "whats wrong?!"
then get yelled at more "Why is it every morning, you can't take care of yourself? why do i have to get you ready in the morning along with myself, and feed the dogs and do the dishes"
or my favorite "Everythings about you isn't it? you just enjoy making me late for work (haha no you enjoy making yourself late to work so you can relieve your stress on me)"

mm.. so yeah..
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so i started to talk to derek again..
But before that i was thinking
"hell i still like him...why?"
its been roughtly 4 months since ive spoken to him last
and idk... its just gay, utterly gay
i know hes creeped out by me :l..

and i know i shouldn't like him either

so yeah... hmm...

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