Fuck you fake ass family, just fucking fuck you shitless.

Julio you fucking piece of shit, I wish you did hit me dick hole, I'd sue you for everything you got. I don't care if you helped the country, mister super fucking veteran. That's nice except just because you served does absolutely not mean that you should be serviced foot and wave because of it.
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God damn it all i wanted to do was go get some safe eclipse viewing lens, naw lets just go get some god damn useless fucking cards.... nothings going right today  TT_TT....  v_v
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You know that awesomely wonderful feeling when you do as you are told, but get yelled at anyways as if you might as well of not had bothered? Oh yeah, welcome to my life.

The loneliness...the feeling of failure..

Tired of this...getting nothing done, getting yelled at for nothing..it's never anyone else's fault but my own apparently..

..I guess its still there..

My life... not even lived an ounce, nearly 1/4 over now. All i do and have been doing is
sleep, eat, jack off, eat, jack off, sleep
day in and day out now... i can't even begin to explain on how many jobs I've applied for, or even what the last one i applied for was now that I've re applied for so many places.. not even Mcdonalds who apparently decided they have class now... my dreams are so obscure they don't make any sense or reflect on the day before since there might as well not have been one..

Might as well not even exist at all.
.So helpless.